do you hear the little monster in your mind? they whisper to you, they want that you do suicide..
fat monsters. you know, that something happens inside, but its not clear, why the little fat monsters are there.
you are never alone, the monsters are in every sitation there. sometimes you think, the monsters defeat you, and sometimes you are very strong and optimistic.
there are many bad atmospheric fluctuations and so you only want to die. every year, every month, every week, every day, every minute, every second..